culmination

It is evident that The Maker too all the bad stuff that other people don't have and lumped in all in me.

Inability to Succeed
Perpetual Loneliness
Ugliness & Hideousness
Ostracized
Inability to attain Happiness

Things which will be considered a plague or distress to others, all lumped, bundled and dumped here.

weary

Another event where it is emphasized. Always the odd one out, always am and always will be.
Weary of writing the same things over and over.
Weary of seeing the same shattered dreams

Just remove the desire already since it is never going to come to pass due to the culmination of curses.

Weary of everything. Choose optimism you say? Choose life?
What kind of life is this? Life to be daily tormented? It's liken a life of a prisoner at the complete mercy of his sadistic captor. Better death to end it all.

always

Every event as such reinforces the fact that happiness isn't meant for some people. As soon as there is any semblance of progress toward life goals or happiness it gets destroyed to the point of obliteration - going backwards.

Deliver a customized cake and have a memorable day? Movie request denied and now we've lost a friend. Yup, always rains and pours when it does. Unanswered prayers, ever broken dreams, perpetual unmet desires, ugly, and necrotic touch. Necrotic Touch; first writing about it seemed like a figment of imagination.

 Now? Sufficient evidence. Truly everything that I come in contact with starts decaying and dying. As time goes by I discover one after another of these curses. Curses that I was born with which other people do not have.

Necrotic Touch
 Red headed step child
Curse of loneliness

 Dare I ask how long that list will run? Some questions are better left unanswered.