ask

A pleasant surprise indeed, asking out for lunch and she responded. There was not hesitation or was there any need for persuasion. Are these signs that The Maker allows to take place? or am I just reading too much into things?

centred

It's been a while since I've been here. Not surprisingly that most entries (for now) will be centred around her, simply because of the potential that she could be Legend is there. In all honesty, the idea is mind-blowing!

Progress is there. One can say too that Kerb and Mike are out of the picture. Wasn't my doing, but they practically sealed their own fate. Conversation is there, and mutual. Question: platonic or romantic? Took somewhat a leap of faith, by asking The Maker for an opportunity to dine on or close to 14 th.

Now we can only wait on how things will unfold.

timeline

It becomes increasingly difficult not to write about it especially when writing is the only outlet available to pour out thoughts and feelings. The sad truth is that the likelihood of anyone truly understanding the entire scenario is slim to none. Sure many may profess to remark that they would but truly how many can "miss someone whom they have not met before"?


We'll take this brief opportunity to recap all that has happened, the main highlights as all of it rests heavily on my shoulder - and truly I am at lost.

First few events would be The Maker granting numerous opportunity to interact and build relations with mom.
Following that would be three labels: BT  remarked husband material when sweeping the floor. One occasion was called siblings and another spouse by two different kiddos.
Next was the opportunity to get drinks! Small gesture but certainly an honor
Then came the Dinner night & Duo Choreography. Forever immortalized, how breath-taking she was in the blue dress that night. Vocabulary fails at this point of time

Camp was again The Maker's mercy. Camp and all that happened along with it.
After camp there was interaction with grandma
Then again granted interaction with dad
Sherlock Holmes for New Years
A surprise invitation for lunch, and the most amazing ice kacang & grandma again

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In all honesty I know that all these are from the Maker! They cannot and are not my doing! I merely acted on the opportunity but the opportunity was Maker created! This much I am sure. Yet ... days go by when I do wish we would speak a little more often.

Self-examination:
Is my pace too fast?
Am I trying to chart my own course?
Perhaps reading in between the lines?

Self-defense:
Still much uncertainty
Very much would like to know what she really thinks and feel

dreams

During the course of conversation with Madre, she revealed that initially Prince had everything against him. The Seawards whom looked after Sister like their own even disapproved of Prince - even to the point of questioning his supposedly calling. She was one whom had much leadership qualities and quite frankly he was a poor small town boy.

What is amazing is that Sister had a dream about Prince, and this definitely was from The Maker. It was then she knew, Prince was 'the one'. The whole setting of their story up till Prince's own name shouts a Disney fairy tale that came through.

What is peculiar is that this entry was keyed at 5 am the following day. The reason for the unearthly hour entry is because of a dream about 'her'. It wasn't a clear cut one that Sister had, and moreover coming from me most likely it is a manifestation of desire.

The scene was simple, was just a lining up for a buffet food session. Seemed very much of the YA camp setting. That was when it ended and I awoke.

*sigh* to have a dream confirmation from The Maker himself, wow what a tale that is going to be. What an amazing intervention and confirmation. I'd certainly like something like that if not better, not so muh so for bragging rights but it reinforces the deire to say that "It was Him" in everything.