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Tuesday, December 7, 2010

bittersweet: revisted

nc gave her an iPod nano as an anniversary present. It's not so much so the present; but more of the entire thing. It could be very well be a simple card yet as happy and joyous i am for them, it is again a mixed of bittersweet.
Could it stem from envy? i do not know, could be perhaps or it is just that Walkabout's lasers are very close to home this time.

Re-watching Mission Impossible 3 didn't really help. At the end of it, Ethan leaves IMF for his wife.

Same questions - same answers or lack thereof.

Where did i go wrong?
What more do i have to do?
Can i really shoulder the sheepdog mantle which then transitions to John 15:13?

We won't have answers again tonight. Tough it out - as usual. Just don't let anyone know or see the damage. It's not their problem really - it isn't

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