to not write this down would not do justice. To imply that everything is bleak and gloomy too will be a lie. After many months of darkness, unfavorable events, silence and heartbreaks only of late there is a tiny change of events. In the spirit of giving as we near Christmas, as easy as it is to give, as easy as it is to receive.
pneoxian and nom-nom gave the gift of sound - Siberia headset. It's value is too high, way too high to be simply given as a normal present. Adra has promised a new sound system too since my 10 year + one died / is dying. Honestly this change of events is a real welcome to what has transpired over the past months. Even so it doesn't answer the existing questions but on the flipside creates more.
do i hope? or do i continue to hope?
is this the beginning of something better yet to come?
no one knows. To the very least, these events are noted down as milestones. They are blessings from The Maker.
past few nights have been spent filling in za and chels about past events, history and inevitably her as well.
Compressing so much information in such a short time isn't easy and due to the amount of information it took a span of days, and at this point of time still is going - but about to reach it's end soon.
za offers to write a story about it, but yet this story doesn't have a happy ending. It isn't Disney - or has it not reach it's end yet? Again here is where Hope rests and so readily arm it's turbo lasers.
So afraid to hope now, fear of being disappointed again.
maybe we continue now without hope - but at least, we haven't given up despite what has happened or despite what didn't happen.
Status: Shields 62% Hull: 100% all systems online.
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