there are not enough words to express what has happened over the past 2 days. Friday and Saturday itself, two days could almost make all those months of tears and ache seem like nothing.
Pleasant surprises indeed, not one but several. Yet one wonders whether my tokens are used up in exchange. Do i again have to sit through more of those to exchange for similar events, but now on a longer time line?
Pretty much back at square one again. A lot of hope, too much emotions - hefty amount of skepticism and cynicism, yet trying very hard to hope. Realism digs it's claws in here too and again too many reasons work against rather than for. Is history going to repeat itself again? Should i expect another 6 more months of reprise again to end in more heart breaks? i pray and hope not. At this rate it is going to be an annual thing.
But i guess looking too far into the unknown future is bad. It develops worries and concerns that aren't practical. If i were to let worry and what-ifs take control, i wouldn't have even spoken to her on Friday.
This is Med Frigate reporting, for once - in a long long time since the last, all systems green
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