amazed

So we did cross the 18th mark. Even though there was no clear cut and concrete turn of evidence but I cannot say that things are the same, they aren't. The Ipoh trip, the wishes, prayers and most importantly friendship has exemplified the lyrics of 'Amazed' by Lincoln Brewster. Each time the song plays, tears freely fall remembering despite of the outwardly (lack of) evidence, the lyrics always rings true.

I write this now in the midst of Madre's video production not so much so to delay my work but to pen down thoughts before I forget them. Too easy when fixated on results one can forget the path that one had traveled and most importantly, who lead on that path and who sustained.

I will admit, the pain lingers, not as much - but it is still there and probably will continue to be there, but I look forward to things in store by the Maker as long as I maintain course and boost all power the shields - keeping our first objective as a priority - "Moving to assist"