To not write about this would be a mockery. Everything happened literally in one day. Before, there was much disappointment and dejection. Not blaming anyone but due to personal delay, the consequences were evident. Yet, The Maker in mercy and grace provided not only a way to the camp, but went above and beyond even sponsorship. In the past 'twas us that did the sponsorship! This is totally alien.
No doubt it is a pleasant surprise - still very much shell shocked. One gesture alone, opened up numerous possibilities and avenues. No doubt part of the reason was -her-, yet at the same time it should be a platform to forge new friendships. As much as I adore her, can't be a leech and hang on indefinitely to the point of stifilement.
Those aside, I stand humbled of the low points of disbelief, lack of hope and faith and event extreme disappointment. The saving grace is that He is not shocked nor surprised. After all we were made of dust, marred and tarnished. As cop out as it may sound, we are only human.
Words cannot express the gratitude in this gesture. The one statement that can be made is the prayer to remain faithful both present and future.
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