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Off late since that fateful event, things have never ceased to amaze. One can only loop Lincoln Brewster's Amazed and just give thanks. No doubt the trip was excellent, meeting more than a handful of new people too was great, yet nothing comes close to events that surround Cat. Stil very much shell shocked at it all.

One must confess that there is indeed heightened fear too, fear resulting from the uncertainty of reaction toward age perhaps, and a few others. In my defence, The Maker has protected me from many others even at or always at the cost of rejection and unrequited affection. Would He only now lead on and to cut it off abruptly? Surely that is not His nature.

At any rate things should be taken slowly but steadily. There is still no 'official' anything save just pleasant and wonderful gestures.

Our frigate has picked up very very faint signals of possible Legend. Not enough information to decipher. We just have to wait and see how things unfold.

It is my greatest hope and desire at this point of time that things will continue to unfold the way they have been going.

I still stand in awe and amazed at The Maker.