might as well

If we were already documenting the so called signs, as ludicrous as they are, might as well document everything. If anything were to come out of this, it would be again the biggest joke on yours truly. Recent morning watch had a prayer request-something that was impossible in nature

So happen that Skum was my partner and he prayed that this year there would be something that would happen which would lean toward that direction. It is a good enough prayer I suppose, not too direct (as to lead to disappointment)

Secondly was a random thought of the year, 2012. She'll be 20 years and 12 represents the year gap.

Thirdly, received a book of DSeah. Very unusual book. Apparently he remembered. Haven't gotten round to reading it yet. As we near her birthday, I pray and hope that whatever ideas that has been conceived will manage to be materialized. Pray that the Maker grant me insight and ability to materialize them. Very much want this birthday to be one of the unforgettable ones.