i cannot ask for her
i do not think i deserve her either
there are so much red tape available
i do not want to keep asking, praying in the wrong method
yet the longing grows daily
yet the desire is insatiable
yet off and on grief visits again
i find myself unable to progress. Regression isn't an option either. That world has long behind and must not be delved into again. Yet there is no progress, no iota of indication or whatsoever.
Can't ask why, Can't ask specifically, Have to surrender because others lives are more important yet struggling with the insatiable.
i feel like a caged animal going into a frenzy. can't go front, nor back nor side.
Locked down.
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