confusion

there is much confusion, confusion between discerning vision and dream. Difficult to discern between what may come to pass, or just a figment of imagination. Choice? Of course would like to see them come to pass, be it small or big - all of them.

Then again it is always a personal desire. Difficult it is to live selflessly. Even more difficult it is to spur another whom is classified as competition. The entire scenario looks bleak.

One way
No appreciation
No repercussion
No hope
No options
Not a chance is hell

But again, isn't it situations where it is neigh impossible is best for Him to work? But then again, it is a personal desire ...

Despite all that has been said, thought and goes on - for some reason shields are up (for now)
Our escort time again is nearly up - just as with 2 weeks ago, our need to be around is nearly up.

Status: Shields 70%, Maintain position until end of escort duty.