words

"Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." Galatians 6:9

Many passages point to one word - perseverance. They all share the same principles:

The stormy season or winter season is only temporal
There is light at the end of the tunnel, and it's not an oncoming locomotive

One does wonder whether when writing this, was Paul high on medication? Yet looking at his track record, shipwrecked, arrested, thorn in the flesh and the list goes on - he still said that he fought the good fight and ran the good race. Comparatively speaking - logically that is, one shouldn't complain.

Yet each day the reminder comes. Weekend is about and though we try to immerse in activities like KidsCAT or by means of escapism to Azeroth, it doesn't hide or do anything to the longing. "Let go" people say. If only letting go was as easy as flipping a switch. It takes time. And i am not sure if it's possible in this scenario due to the unspoken commitments made.

Fast & Pray.

Weekdays or weekends, i am reminded of my commitments. If i stopped them because there are seemingly no remunerations or chance of remunerations, then i will be no different from the other jerks and even lk. Unconditional love pledged - must be shown and followed through. My words cannot be empty like the rest.

despite the seemingly cold treatment received. No more messages, no more anything - faded into the shadows when lk arrived back.

Have no expectations, therefore resulting in less hurt. Just deal with the longing - somehow