forgotten

it's difficult not to keep returning to the same thoughts and perhaps fears - the fear of being forgotten. 4 years ago after the Excite workshop things were alright. Now? Forgotten. At most you'll get a civil greeting - at most. In all the years, the same occurrence has happened. Time and time again, without fail. Should it be any different now? Probably not.

Should we therefore expect? Better not to expect - again out of self-preservation. Brace for the fact that years from now, you won't be remembered and you will stand at the side and watch all of them progress upward. Some might maintain the friendship tie, just out of courtesy. Others might delete after some months (just like what has happened before and would happen)

Yet despite of all this, everything was done not for yourself was it not? Nay, you invest - you move on. Expect nothing, receive nothing, endure minimal hurt.

Indeed Madre was right, with a big heart comes the consequence of being hurt easily - too easily

But who will want such a responsibility or such levels of courtesy? "Here.am.i.send.me"