hindsight

Hindsight is always 20/20 vision. This much is always true. After many months of torment and multiple broken heart occurrances, maybe? things are starting to fit together. Not the entire picture, but one tiny part of it.

Enough, just enough to help other go through their own experiences. Yet again one wonders, one cannot speak from experience. Most of it is theory and it often sounds like a smart alec, one who only studied the books but have zero practical experiences. On the flip side, would one really want to go through all those said experiences?

The intensity of unrequited affection is the same if not very close to that of a break up- would i want to experience more of those, for the sake of credibility? At this junction, perhaps the answer is 'no'

 As much as it was good advice to give to mkb to sit tight till the end of the show, i've got to walk that talk too. i don't know what horrors plague her, but i hope she doesn't suffer constant hounding such as Walkabout. It is good indeed to read about the turnabout she has experienced or moreso decided to take. That is a good and wise decision.

This time the assaults are even more intense. With different updates, word on the streets about other people, each turbo laser fire comes closer and close to destroying the hull - permenantly.

Shields down. Hull 43% Engines 62%, Hyperdrive offline.
Next destination: Project Let's Rock