work work! people and most articles say that one curative step to take after a break up is to keep busy. Take up a new hobby, do something to keep one's mind away. That only works when you have something interesting to do. Again: Salt has lost it's taste.
Even work has lost it's appeal. Once i would actually look forward to coming to office. Mondays were far far away from being a drag. Now? Mondays are a drag, weekends are a drag - every day is a drag.
What hope is there?
What point is there?
Where did i go wrong?
What sin did i do?
Why did it have to be this way?
days are spent now staring at the pc screen forlornly. It's nearly end of the working day.
Another unanswered prayer. It has come to the point where i can say "No surprises".
Even one tiny sign of some sort or occurrance, was evidentally way way way too much to ask.
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