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Monday, September 20, 2010

status: green (for now)

Maybe it was just the long four days of rest, or it could be that we got charged up by the legendary and elusive cruiser: Amazing Grace. Why do you say that? For the simple fact that although under fire by Creative and Walkabout. No incoming warheads - yet, just the merciless turbo lasers yet shields seem to be holding - for now.

Of all songs to recall, i had to recall Boys to Men's Four seasons of loneliness. Guess it ties in with nc's conversation about the 'seasons in our lives' book that he was reading. Neverwinter Nights eh? It's Everwinter Nights here! and with winter - listen out to the wolf's howl to the moon, for you will hear it nightly.

Somehow i managed to utter 'that prayer' again. This time it really felt hollow. It sounds so selfish asking for something of that sort - i should be asking to fullfil my promise to Madre, but askin on top of that? Doesn't exactly feel comfortable. Maybe i have lost a chunk of faith and  hope and that's the sad reality of it. Only months ago faith and hope were in abundance - but Reality's fire took nearly, if not all of it.
Even so remembering all this and still under the onslaught - shields are holding, hopefully we can maintain course and keep channels open to aid.

Bola1 sent a good morning SMS. Be it as it may that it is a simple act - but i see the intention. Blessed are you Bola1, for your kindness. i do pray too that the 10 seconds you used to send that message will be returned to you one hundred fold in ways that you have not even imagined.

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