woke up with a mild cold and with it comes a runny nose. No surprises. All the late nights, and this is the result. In my defense, i'd say the late nights were again for many others. VOA 10 was for the guild - so that they got to experience what it would be like. Even so i had to swap to Tats to tank.
Following night - it was for mkb. Had to talk to her to hear her out with her overzealous friend, which in truth was rather disappointing because i had expected more of him (for her sake). She sounded so happy and perhaps even optimistic the day before having this newfound friend. i hope for her sake this bout of events wouldn't leave a scar in her.
Conversation drifted to nc's big day of registering. Gosh, i am probably as excited about it as he is. After all the difficulties, rejections, and betrayals - he definitely deserves this. Told him that i wanted to be there in person. Nevermind that the ceremony and dinner are held later. Even the signing of certs, the legalization of matrimony, I Want To Be There.
Offered to loan him some cash for the engagement ring for next year. We will see how it goes. I gotta prepare and purchase my own full suit so i stop looking like a stick in the mud at formal functions. No more trenchies for this one.
(if ever you gain access to this writings,) know this:
"As for a handful of others, i will do anything that is within my limited capabilities, solely for you - that you may attain happiness"
Ikmal's wedding invitation arrived in the mail.
what is this feeling? Bittersweet; not bitter for them. Exhilarated for them, but when the music fades, and all is stripped away ...
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