the last supper

"do you want to have dinner with her" -nc
"yes!"

Indeed there are times, (now more than ever i believe) that He does grant us our heart's desire, regardless of how small or big. i do count this as hidden treasures. Up till last night every invitation for dinner was turned down. Last night, from inviter to invitee. Trying daily, consciously not to expect things. To hope yes, but in that hope - do not expect (or box God in a certain manner)
Guess that will be the lesson i have to learn for now.

Today seems to be the last day of this 'Last Supper' events. D-Day (if things goes as plan) is roughly around the corner. Rather than dwell on pessimistic stuff, time to re-cap the week's events:

1. Opportunity to touch her parent's life with Agape love

2. Opportunity to meet her needs of transport - thus getting to know her more

3. Knowing that in every car save one or two - she doesn't sleep in them, not even her dads, yet she did on Tuesday evening. Indeed the presence of God is peaceful and serene.

4. Albeit not driving like a speed demon, leaving her place at 820 and arriving at 910 shows that there is more to it than L337 driving skills. Late, but not overly late.

5. First time receiving MSN message "Elo" at 130am but was already sleeping by then

Like the other events, these will be carved in memory. Unsure of what the future will unfold, but treasure what has been allowed to happen here and now.

Many many questions unanswered.

Will she go? Will she leave?

Will the horizontal move be approved or happen?

If she goes will we still be in touch?

Despite the decisions made both head and heart - there is still one lingering question.
Not expectation - but question.

Is she Legend under preparation?

Only The Maker knows. Faith and Trust will need to escort this frigate for a bit more - Faith and Trust.