men in power

Funny how yesterday's and this morning's conversation drifts to men who are successful or whom are in positions of power. They somehow have one thing in common - douchebaggery. Whether it is the inclination or practise of infidelity, arrogance, obnoxious behavior, sexual harrassment to colleagues, 'my way or the highway' mentality, bigotry - you name it, they've got it.

It really makes one re-examine the phrase, nice guys finish last / don't finish. Again, not looking for wealth, fame and glory. Just trying to make a decent living to get by, but even so that seems an ardous and impossible task. Things are way more easier when one is a douchebag. Might as well step on other people while you're at it. Might as well ignore other's plea - Help them? Why? So that they will slow you down? Perhaps it is time for another re-alignment: Why help them? What is in it for me?

More and more it seems to even get by in life - there is a need to be selfish, be cruel, a total douchebag. That was you save yourself a lot of uneccessary pain and hardship. Those whom practise infidelity, they are the ones that are paired up! Look at you!

"Good thing there are still people like you around" -Jess

if you knew the type of calling 'people like me' had to go through, maybe you might re-evaluate that statement again, and you may understand why it is easier to not be 'people like me'

The amount of pain, suffering and most of all heartbreaks 'people like me' go through, is enough to derail anyone that even harbored thoughts about being 'people like me'.

God? He's not around at the moment. Please leave a message.

Mountain top and valley experiences!
there is only one type here, valleys

For everything there are seasons, Spring, Summer, Fall and Winter
there is only one season here, everwinter nights.

When you don't understand, when you can't see His plan, when you can't trace His hand, trust His heart
can't trust anymore when you have no more faith, after series and series of let downs.

the prayer was simple, "do something, anything at all for encouragement or just to show that all 'this' is wrong"

Status Shields down Hull condition 23% Life support systems offline Engines 15% heading toward astroid feilds to reach next distress signal location

This is it, we're not coming out alive out of this one.